Infant loss, trust, miscarriage and hope.
the journey of our grief and restoration....
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
A good day.
Yesterday, in the midst of decorating Branson's grave, choosing a box for her keepsakes and a windchime for the kids to hang in their tree- I had a good day..... My heart rested a little. That is all....just rested a little...in my Spirit.
I am ,again, at a loss for words. In a time where you seem to be able to carve your emotions and feelings into the keyboard, I feel as if I am empty for what to say. I am so broken for you all, and yet, I have run from this situation in my heart. It confronts questions that we think we know the answers to, but we have not walked the path to prove them. Your families trust and purity through all of this, the questions, the tears, the hope, they all have become observable worship to the eyes of those who surround you. I know that isn't your desire, but it is who you are. We love you all so much. There is simply nothing that I know to do, but to say I love you all, and that we are praying and crying with you. We are rejoicing as you rejoice. Sharing your good days, and carrying you on your bad. I am sorry I haven't been more present or involved. I get so afraid to push too hard, or say the wrong thing, but I hope and pray that you guys know that we love you and we are standing with you.
I'm happy you had a good day Johnna. I pray for many more to come!
ReplyDeleteI am ,again, at a loss for words. In a time where you seem to be able to carve your emotions and feelings into the keyboard, I feel as if I am empty for what to say. I am so broken for you all, and yet, I have run from this situation in my heart. It confronts questions that we think we know the answers to, but we have not walked the path to prove them. Your families trust and purity through all of this, the questions, the tears, the hope, they all have become observable worship to the eyes of those who surround you. I know that isn't your desire, but it is who you are. We love you all so much. There is simply nothing that I know to do, but to say I love you all, and that we are praying and crying with you. We are rejoicing as you rejoice. Sharing your good days, and carrying you on your bad. I am sorry I haven't been more present or involved. I get so afraid to push too hard, or say the wrong thing, but I hope and pray that you guys know that we love you and we are standing with you.
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